LOVES(:
Thursday, May 31, 2007
xx 10:06 PM
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nxt wk ive got common tests.
thank goodness i only got 5 modules. and only 3 tests (:
but im really afraid.
cuz e percentages of e tests are high.
which means i must score well for every tests.
and 2 of e modules i took are physics..
aww i dont like physics :(
too many things happened this wk.
isit my fault?
or your fault?
or no one's fault?
im confused. when can i feel really secured.
im falling in love with would you be there.
ty qy for sending me e song. :)
would you be there
for me.
Monday, May 28, 2007
xx 10:48 PM
.
you din call.
i din call.
are we gng to be like this forever..?
my gastric is giving me problems.. :(
ive got no appetite.
yet i have to force e food dwn somehow..
fever is here.
im sick of this body.
am i e one whos making you tired?
since tht e case.
shld i let go..?
whathappened.
you are not there.
xx 8:05 PM
..
i tot we are as close as i tot.
i tot we will nv concern bout who is better.
i tot we promise to walk side by side and nv leave anyone behind.
i tot..
but i was wrong.
zen me ting jing wo er li.
quan huan chu xin sui de sheng yin..
lost.
Friday, May 25, 2007
xx 6:54 PM
:(
sorry sorry. so very sorry.
i hate it when my temper came..
you know how tiki i can be..
so plx. plx pardon my stubbornness :(
i really feel so useless for not be able to be there for you when you need someone to be there for you..
im so lousy.
im so useless.
im so sorry..
sandwich.
Monday, May 21, 2007
xx 11:10 AM
:/
suddenly felt tht distance.
this few days i duno why. but just keep thinking of e times when we just know each other.
everything is still so fresh in my mind.
so vivid. so touching..
the first time you held my hand.
the first time you sed you miss me.
the first time you whispered tht 3words.
but why does everything seems so dull now.
i feel tht everything you do now is not bcuz you want to do it.
but becuz you have to do it.
contradicting..
what had happened to us.
no more sweet talks.
no more heartwarming concerns.
this is our elearning wk.
which means we can stuck at home and mug our lecture notes and tutorials.
but we ve got more things to do.
projects.. -.-
and sp is clever. they only made the elearning thing starts on monday.
and made it ends on fri. wow.
-.- no more wkends for you to pia.
but owell..
it may be gd in a way.
poly isnt innocent at all.
not like what i thought it will still be.
friends become so scary.
you wont know when you have stepped them.
it just happen so suddenly.
so unintentionally.
i began to wonder how much time we are left with.
wheredidthewordsgoto.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
xx 11:41 PM
:(
i feel so useless to not being able to cheer you up.
it hurts me so much to see you sad.
yet i cant do anything..
dont be so cruel to me can?
i need your smile.
dada
Friday, May 11, 2007
xx 8:33 PM
:)
have been controlling my temper alot le.
tried to put myself into other ppl's shoes.
i dont want to make you sad.
i love wed (:
actually wna watch spiderman 3 de.
but den heard ls say tht 200pound beauty is very nice.
so we went to watched tht instead.
its indeed a very nice show.
e best movie i have ever watched for so long le.
veryvery touching (:
omg tht girl is like so chio! i want her eyes LOL.
although tht day was short.
but im really happy. ty so much (:
this few days are getting bzier.
projects are piling. so are my assignments.
ive got no time. but i go so many things to do.
im so tired this wk.
i hope i wont get stress up so fast.
its alrdy my5th wk in poly nxt wk.
wow. thts fast. yea.. perhaps ive really get used to e life in sp. :)
i want to get good results.
but smtimes.. things just dont go your way huh?
ty for peiing me. so sweet (:
i just hope everything wont end so fast.
im glad to know you.
wrong timing.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
xx 3:57 PM
.
what if e one you love e most.
hurt you e most too?
but its often not bcuz they hurt you e most.
its bcuz they mean so much to you
tht everything they do is so impt to you
and touch you e most..
went to get my olvl cert ytd.
school was surprisingly silent.
cuz everyone has gone home to mug.
bring him arnd my school.
so much memories. at e concourse. at e piano. outside lt1. and those postcards..
e last time i could go into e office officially.
and prob e last time i gng back le. lolx.
sad sia. but haix. i cant find any gd reasons to go back anymore le..
went to pp after tht. hahax. miss e times when we went to pp.
hmm.. lolx. owell.
ren dou yao zhang da de. dui ma?
i hope it wont fade.
i hope things can remain as it is.
i hope this wont become a scar of mine.
but im afraid..
its gna stay.
uglyduckling.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
xx 6:44 PM
:/
this few days are emo-s.
i shld be more relaxed. right?
stop playing tantrums.
sp life is getting more and more adaptable alrdy.
though still dont really like.
but owell. at least i have made a few friends in there :)
i like e feeling when ppl say hello and bye to me with a sincere smile.
nv realised tht such a lil action can actually brightens up my day.
at least i feel noticed.
just how many of you are actually reading this blog?
i doubt.
i dont even feel tht im part of you guys.
so im really sry if you guys dont see me arnd.
i mean. you guys wont even notice. huh.
so whats e point if i appeared. or not?
i hope i wont be affected by anyone.
e story of fish and water.
you heard b4 mahx?
ty for comforting me.
and being beside me when i need you.
xiaozheku.
zuitong.
ME.
huiyi (:
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just you will do.